A morning , when i woke up...

A morning , when i woke up.
My mind numb & disillusioned by what had gone by.
I saw then few reminiscence of my life floating outside my window
but the curtains remained there, remained as it were.

Sitting naked on my bed,
i kept staring at the patterns on my bed sheet.
The bed sheet full of patterns, seemed like my life;scattered.
but the patterns remained there, remained as it were.

I saw a couple walking and an elderly reading a newspaper.
It was 5:30 am, and the life had begun again.
The memory of some random gone days passed by my mind then.
but the harshness of knowing them gone, remained there, remained as it were.

I lied down again and kept looking at the morning outside.
The golden rays of the sun gradually touched my face with warmth.
I wrapped around the bed sheet to ignore whats surrounding me.
But the ugliness of gone years remained in me, remained as it were.

I so turned against the window and closed my eye.
But the alarm rang at 6 and i got up reluctantly
Half an hour sitting down under the shower, lastly got ready for the day
Closing the room behind, but i saw my soul still on bed, it remained there.

A morning , when i woke up.