living through

6:30 am

i looked down at an empty road.

9:45 am

sitting in a local train, stops at bandra.

adjusts, for more people to sit beside.

11:00 am to 11:30 pm

skiped lunch and then the tea break.

did nothing but slept.

later, stared at a construction site beside the building.

worked till late.

12:15 am

local train.

no one in the compartment.

slept near the window seat.

1: 55 am

missed the station.

took another back.

2:35 am

checked mobile, no messages

or any missed calls.

battery still low.

3:05 am

in bed. 

surfing TV.

an alien movie.

couldn't sleep.

5:30 am

standing on terrace.

dark clouds.

might rain heavy.

9:15 am

ready to leave.

raining heavily.

no office today.

9:21 am

sitting,

looking at an empty road.

everything's there,

every inch of it, same.

but i sense,

unexplainable as said.

this is without you,

is what i am

living through.